Showing posts with label choices. wise.. Show all posts
Showing posts with label choices. wise.. Show all posts

January 25, 2015

I guess it's time

It has been a year and plus since the last post I wrote. I have been contemplating on the post I should write about past this few months..and finally I'm writing one and YES it's still gonna be about you..


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The Best Of Me..

I remember thinking about forever
Sitting there with you by the river
We danced in the headlights
And Fell for the first time

I remember telling you I Loved you
The nothern star rising above you
And in that moment I thought every dream would come true
But some just never do

Love comes in circles
And love takes its own time
Bending and breaking
Not taking a straight line
I never knew another love timeless and true
But I did, I did it with you..

Through the years I just kept on believing
Had to be a plan or a reason
But Heaven was silent and life just kept moving along
Till my heart knew the moment was gone

Love is the reason why
Miracles never die
They just live on and on
Like a song,
In the hearts of the ones you leave behind

Lyrics: I did with you; Lady Antebellum



It's gonna be 4 years plus since things went down the drain. I guess its the best for the both of us. I no longer miss you nor have that tingly or butterfly in the stomach kinda feeling anymore for everytime I see your pictures..Guess I have moved on. I do..I do think about you now and then but not in a loving way..more to a friend-stranger way..aermm I don't really know how to put it in words..but yeah. I accepted the fate that you know things are not meant to be..

Life is good now.Graduated .Currently working in a field that I could contribute to society. Seeing my patients happy, making them pregnant ( not in that way of cz), before anymore weird thoughts, I'm working as a Jr. Embryologist in a fertility clinic (IVF), in layman term I make babies :)) Cool uh.. :D So for now Patients Happiness becomes My Happiness, it kinda gives me the real happiness which I've never felt anywhere.. So there it  goes my shortest update of 2014-2015 :))

I'm Happy This way.. :) Thanking god for giving me this pathway cause I'm not sure if I would be in peace if I was still with you..I found peace in this four years..

I guess that's all for now. I won't make any fake promises that I'll be back with new post asap..but I will try my best to write more.


-The best way out is always through-
-Kausy-
-25.1.15; 2.20 am-

January 02, 2013

2013 New Beginning



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hey hey people  HAPPY NEW YEAR :D yeapsie am back  and am gonna have a wonderful year this time ! yeah that's the positive spirit kausy! woohooo..okay I think I should calm myself now.. :P
Well I forget to mention about my results last semester, you know I've never been this happy seeing my result, it was good. Made myself happy and so do my parents and yea, You made to think actually on the last day of 2012, I , well its not only me but its actually we actually took a good decision. Thank you!! Finally am not into any commitments with you and hell yea I am relieved. No more hard feelings. Well lets stop talking about my past, I just wanna forget it.. BUT I really do hope that one day you will realize what you mean to me, how much you meant to me because I honestly don't think you have the slightest clue and by that time I would have been gone......



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 Talking about New Year Resolution : I want a change, I want a big change that would totally bring out the new me.. so here I am throwing away my old self and wanting to start all over again with myself. I know I will and I know I can do it now with all my loved ones next to me. 


Talking about last semester,  I was working for the past 3 months, did my internship in Ipoh Specialist Hosp.Those people working there, they became part of my life actually. They were there for me during my hard times, well seriously can you believe he made me to cry like sh!t in office, made me to punch my office door (it hurts me physically) lol..nevertheless I really had fun working. Working in a hospital environment was one of my dream since I was a small kid, I know this might sound crazy but I just love to be in hospital environment, I feel like its my second home you know. It sounds creepy I know but hell with it, that's me :) So I learnt lots of stuffs there and I really wish that the dream of mine will come true one day (continuing my studies in medicine), Well lets just wait and see what fate has for me. 

#Random Stuff
So Yeah I was re-blogging stuffs in tumblr when I came across this piece of information or should I say something that everyone wants to know.. :D This thing really made me to think a lot and I have added something to my new year resolution this year, lets just see if I make it happen 



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1. Most races and fun runs are full of hot bodies in very little clothing. Let me repeat that: HOT PEOPLE. WEARING PRACTICALLY NOTHING. Wear sunglasses, and ogle with reckless abandon.
2. You can lose weight by drinking nothing but hot water with lemon. Or you can run for an hour, treat yourself to a cookie and still fit into your skinny jeans. One of these options makes you bitchy; the other makes you rad.
3. Take your iPod with you, and your runs suddenly become a safe place to indulge your love of boy-band music. With enough practice, you can even blend in a couple dance moves from ‘Bye Bye Bye’. Don’t lie: You’ve still got that routine memorized.
4. When your boss, your melodramatic friend and your nagging to-do list won’t leave you alone, calmly put on your running shoes and head out the door. They won’t follow you. It’s a safer alternative to storming out with both middle fingers in the air (though you can -and should- still do this in your head, just for spectacular effect).
5. You’ll discover lululemon pants are good for more than just buying tampons and Cheez-its at Target (I know, ladies. My world was rocked with that discovery, too.).
6. Running is the last place you have to “be a lady.” Sweat, snot and sneaking behind a bush to pee is not only liberating it’s fun, in that giggly-childish-naughty kind of way.
7. Getting a run in before happy hour means you get tipsy on half a glass of wine instead of your usual two. That’s not being a lush, that’s just sound economic planning.
8. Studies have shown that runners have better sex. Sex counts as a cross-training workout, which in turn makes you a better runner, which – hello! – leads to even better sex. Really, the whole thing is full of win-wins.
9. Girls are lucky; there’s an entire industry committed to making us look awesome while getting our sweat on. Workout clothes come in all sorts of cool colors and designs. Jockstraps, on the other hand, will always be ugly with questionable stains.
10. Non-runners will sit on the couch and call you crazy. Those folks, sadly, will never learn what their bodies are capable of. You, on the other hand, will die knowing you completely, totally, unabashedly used up the body that was loaned to you. That’s not crazy. That’s freakin’ awesome

So now
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Motivating piece isn't it :P hahahahahha


-Happy New Year  again people -
-New Year, new beginning-
-loving myself for this 
-kausy-

March 25, 2012

14billion neurons firing at speed of 450 miles per hour :]

At any given moment,the brain has 14billion neurons firing at speed of 450 miles per hour. We don't have control over most of them. When we get chill..."goose bumps" . When we get excited... "adrenaline". The body naturally follow its impulses, which I think is part of what makes it so hard for us to control ours. Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control, that we later wish we had.


Small part from one of the episode in Greys, happens in my life too. Sometimes I wonder why, sometimes I wonder whether is it the best shot one can give or I can give? Sometimes I wonder whether am I doing the right thing and in the end it comes to the description of my blog : Everything Happens For A Reason..

Things happens and we have no control in it BUT yet we still have brain to make the right choices. So, Choose wisely. 

- mid of doing assingment-
-Kausy-
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