January 30, 2011

Day07-Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality


Im proud to say that my zodiac is CANCER!! ;) lol..

orait let me tell about the whole thing about cancer first and than i'll discuss wheter it fits my personality or no :)

To those whom born between 22june-22july :)

Cancerian..
-Emotional and loving
-Intuitive and imaginative
-Shrewd/ Sharp and cautious
-Protective and sympathetic
-Changeable and moody
-Overemotional and touchy
-Clinging and unable to let go

Your Biggest Strength: Your ability to nurture others

Your Potential Weakness: Fear of the past repeating in the future

For more information about 2011 cancer horoscope u may refer to this link :)

http://www.indastro.com/horoscope/cancer-horoscope-astrology.html
 
My opinion wheter it fits my personality :
 
Firstly i agree with all the characteristic because i have all that in me :P
but then im a person that goes along the flow-my life i mean..
accept the fact eventhough its a heartbreaking event or a happy event..
If u ask me wheter i believe horoscope or no? I'll say i do believe..
Its all in one's hand wheter they wana believe it or no..
 
Well everything happens for a reason aite..
 
So yea :)
 
-Mid sem break started-
-Happy Chinese New Year Guys-

January 27, 2011

Day06 : Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

hahaha..this is someting interesting..30 interesting facts about myself ha.. Let me to start to crap :) :P

1. I love Jay Sean songs! Im really a crazy crazy crazy fan of him!!

2. I LOVE to listen to songs! because sometimes songs that i listen brings back some of my old memories. Music helps me to express my moods and myself.

3. I love when someone pamper me with all the love.. :P

4. I dont like SMOKERS!!! but i cant do anything because some of my close friends smokes..! cant hate dem aite.. sigh... PLEASE LA people stop smoking.not gud for health..bla bla bla..I dont wana b the freggin second hand smoker! damn u.. * no offence pls* :P

5. wow..im so good at using the  F*** word!! hahaha  ;)

6. Sadly im not a dancer,neither a singer :( i wish that i could do any of these..

7. Im GOOD at crapping!!

8. I love my parents so much..so much that i used to fight with my mom almost like everytime i'm at hometown. But seriously i love my parents so much that i cant live without them.My family is everything to me.

9. I love chocolates :)

10. I fancy TALL guys!! serious shit..! i've no freggin idea why..but i am really into tall guys..hahahaha

11. LOVE to eat! haha..who dosent right.. ; )

12. My First Crush was a stranger. I really dont know who it was..

13. My first love was 4 years older than me. It did not last but we are close friends now :)

14. My dream was to do medicine,but my dream just crash away just like that .. :(

15. There's no life for me without my friends..!! I love you all so much!!

16. My Best friend is a chinese gurl! ; ) We are together i means besties for more than 14years :) Glad to have her in my life.

17. I love the RAIN.

18. Sometime i need time for myself. I'll lock myself in the room.Blast my speakers.Sing my heart out. ;)

19. I dont give a damn to those whom dont respect me!

20. Im a very egostic person! Trust me i am..hahaha

21. I forgive people easily but its very hard for me to forget it..

22. My dad is my idol :)

23. I wanna get married one day and have kids and raise them just the way as how my parents raise me  with some correction here n der :P haha

24. I have the world best sister and brother :) and i love them sooo much!!!!

25. I'm a person whom speak the truth at the right time!

26. I've Tiru'in / copied in exams :P LOL

27. I Love HUGSS!!!

28. SEAN my Teddy bear is the only place for me to cry when im down..

29. I love to read Quotes,short stories...etc etc..

30. I LOVE MYSELF!!!

January 23, 2011

Day05- A time you thought about ending your own life..

hmmmmm..

i had the contemplation bout it once and very sure everyone would have at least once thought bout it..
Its because of someting that i told myself to forget bout but act i could not..
Its very easy for everyone to advise people to forget the past and move one...its not easy..trust me! its not!
Some Memories Neva Fade...



well coming to the topic..i always tell myself that ending your own life is actually the most stupidst thing eva one can do.. i mean there are so many things one can do other than ending their life right..basicly they never think about their family..how would they accept the loss and stuffs...
but in the end i understand why people do take this kind of decision..

I've gone tru it and this what made me to almost end my life..
to much depression that i cant even handle.someone that broke my heart after all the promises he made. and that particular time i have no one to speak too.couldnt concentrate on my studies.my grades were fallin down the drain.i was too afraid to confess to my parents about what im going tru.i was scared that they cant accept it. Too many problems at home and with friends. at one point i thought to myself that there is no use of me living in these world because no one ever understand what im going trough. that one day i texted that someone afta so long telling him that i really coudlnt move on in my life and that i need him back.. and that im afraid that i'll do someting stupid like ending my own life...and what he sed was he asked me to move on and that there will b some other guy for me..well thats not the answer that i was expecting and that answer from him really broke my heart into pieces and made me to  realize that he had moved on and was happy with some other woman.

And  i told myself that i have all the rights to be happy too..
but i always wish that you'll give me one more chance..hmmmmm

Well whateva it is we got to move on aite..thats what i did too with a heavy heart..
This how i almost end my precious life...

- week 2 is approaching-
-lab praticals gonna start-

Day04-Your views on Religon

my view on religon..
well act tis is a SENSITIVE issue.. LOL..

lets say if i talk bout it im afraid i'll hurt people's feelings..so yea i choose not to talk about it..
sorry guys...

Anyways Chinese New Year is around the corner..
i would love to grab this opp to Wish all my Chinese Friends a very PROSPEROUS CHINESE NEW YEAR ;)

GONG XI FATT CHOI.. :)  hope i get the spelling rite...

January 17, 2011

Day03-Your view on Alcohol and Drugs

wow..wow...im so freaggin tired!!!! Y1S3 started..
1st day of class and i was yawnin!! LOL..


Well anyway im actually kinda like saddy sad coz i din really follow the 30 dayz challange.. :(
i was actually really busy this past few dayz...haih..

now semester started..
and i will have no time to blog..
but anyhow i will try to finish this challange! :)

orait coming to the topic...
hmmm my views on alcohol..
i dont really know much about alcohol and drugs... hehehe..
but i wont say that i've never drink la kan.. =P

I've tried vodka,beers u know =)
But i have come to a conclusion that its a big no when it comes to beer's..
i dont know y but i dont like the taste..

And coming to drugs...
I've neva tried one and i will NOT!! ;)
Does panadol count in as a drug? coz if Yes than i should say im addicted to it ! :(  especially that menstrual panadol.. T____T

So yea thats all about my view on alcohol and drugs if u ask me..hehehe...

Now i really need to HIT the bed. Im so freggin SLEEPY :(


-Happy 1st year Anniversary dear :)-
-Sleepy-
-its just 3.11pm now...
-zzzzzzzzzzzz-

January 10, 2011

Day02- Where you'd like to be in 10 years

In 10 years, I would be a..well..hurmmm DAMN im 32 years old! FML... so old...haih..Wonder how i'll look like that time...hehehe..

allrite back to the topic where i'll be in 10 years time...

Career Wise
I would be in some hospitals-in a lab-doing some research on some hazardous diseases..heheh. Or maybe im a Doctor..all i know it could be one of this two :=) so yea either one im so sure i'll be busy! busy! busy!
Love Life
 i have no freggin idea wheter i 'll be still loving or allready settle down* i meant married* or even im Still single..NO IDEA..hahaha
Dreamz that i wana achieve in 10 years time
 i would love to buy at least suzuki swift or Nissan Fair lady* if i can afford by that time* and then i wana open a boutique :) and then open a flower shop :) i got this idea after watching the movie Love happens. Man the story did really inspired me! Bout me buyin a house its not a good idea..i rather get a apartment! :)
I want to make sure that i pamper my parents with everything they want =) my turn to payback them by showerin lots of love!
Well so far this is what i would wana be in 10years time..maybe i'll add more on...

MY DREAM CAR

January 07, 2011

Day 01- Your current relationship

 Day01 topic itself making me to have butterflies in my tummy..hahahaha...



Actually this topic is someting personal for me if u ask..but since its a challenge i shall talk bout it but not that detail enough! :)

Its gonna be one year im attached..haha..kinda shockin tho cz i've neva been in a relationship that long...
im still studyin n he's a graduate frm my very same campus and now working...

so yea now officially its a LONG DISTANCE relationship which i am afraid of to face it..Guess one got to trust each other aite..so yea..Hope that it wil last!...



Simple way to put it :

Having difficulties to meet.Not really talking alot like last time.Its been a month plus since we've met. Having a hard time.Having lots of misunderstandings.Lots of challenges.But we go through all together and its gonna be a year.Glad it happens.





Well everything happens for a reason aite..so yea.. got to be strong i guess!  well guess thats all bout Day01 topic.i dont wanna talk about it more.. =)


-advance happy 1st year anniversary dear-

30 Day's Challenge!!







I saw this in one of my friends blog! :)
30 days uh...well i guess i can do it.. LOL :)

It's a way for me to keep bloggin act! :) hope that i can finish up all the challenges at the time! :)

gambate!! =P

hehehe i shall start this challange today and finish it in approximately one month.. LOL hope so :)

-feeling up my free time-

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January 06, 2011

Love is blind...



Can you fall for someone you've never met?


something to ponder about,isn't it ??
Well my own personal experience, YES we can, it mite wont last but it can be a valuable lesson for one..
From my experience i've fall in love with that person without even meeting him and now we both are best friends.. :) Guess we are meant to be in that way :) So yea one can fall in love without even meeting..

Well everything happens for a reason right.. =)


-missing you buddy-