feeling lonely...
alot of my friends and family members used to say that studyin in university is one of the best part in our life..dont missed it..enjoy while you can..bla bla bla bla..one thing i agree with them is the enjoyin part..! other than that seriously its like shit..im doing my biomedical science year one sem one..and lab reports are drivin me crazy! i have 4 lab reports with 2 mid term on its way! urrghhhhh..my life is kinda messed up now and this is makin me to be very moody..! tensed up as my hse internet freakin fcuked up! ; ( how i miss my foundation life..so peacefull..less strees. less commitments.. :( i rarely have time for myself now. i have classes frm monday to saturday.. :( and its gona be almost 1 month i din go bek my hometown..its just 45 minutes drive frm kampar and still i cant make it.. :( i just dont know how to do all this in time..i need some time management course!!! damn..!! im not myself for now.. i need sometime to be alone! ; ( and some people guess they dont really know what im going trough..please try to understand me..all this is new to me. i need time to adapt myself with it.. :( im feeling lonely eventho im surrounded with alot of people :(
p/s : i have no idea why im getting hurt for no reason and yea guess im hurting you without any intention..! im so sorry... :( :(
leaving to class now..
-kausy-
