January 25, 2015

I guess it's time

It has been a year and plus since the last post I wrote. I have been contemplating on the post I should write about past this few months..and finally I'm writing one and YES it's still gonna be about you..


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The Best Of Me..

I remember thinking about forever
Sitting there with you by the river
We danced in the headlights
And Fell for the first time

I remember telling you I Loved you
The nothern star rising above you
And in that moment I thought every dream would come true
But some just never do

Love comes in circles
And love takes its own time
Bending and breaking
Not taking a straight line
I never knew another love timeless and true
But I did, I did it with you..

Through the years I just kept on believing
Had to be a plan or a reason
But Heaven was silent and life just kept moving along
Till my heart knew the moment was gone

Love is the reason why
Miracles never die
They just live on and on
Like a song,
In the hearts of the ones you leave behind

Lyrics: I did with you; Lady Antebellum



It's gonna be 4 years plus since things went down the drain. I guess its the best for the both of us. I no longer miss you nor have that tingly or butterfly in the stomach kinda feeling anymore for everytime I see your pictures..Guess I have moved on. I do..I do think about you now and then but not in a loving way..more to a friend-stranger way..aermm I don't really know how to put it in words..but yeah. I accepted the fate that you know things are not meant to be..

Life is good now.Graduated .Currently working in a field that I could contribute to society. Seeing my patients happy, making them pregnant ( not in that way of cz), before anymore weird thoughts, I'm working as a Jr. Embryologist in a fertility clinic (IVF), in layman term I make babies :)) Cool uh.. :D So for now Patients Happiness becomes My Happiness, it kinda gives me the real happiness which I've never felt anywhere.. So there it  goes my shortest update of 2014-2015 :))

I'm Happy This way.. :) Thanking god for giving me this pathway cause I'm not sure if I would be in peace if I was still with you..I found peace in this four years..

I guess that's all for now. I won't make any fake promises that I'll be back with new post asap..but I will try my best to write more.


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-Kausy-
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