keepin the true feelings..

Sometimes people disappoint you,
sometimes they surprise you.
But you never really get to know until you listen to what's in their hearts...

-i dont know why but ya

i am GOOD at keeping the true feelings-

- this is for u..u know who you are-

Bye Bye 2010 and HELLO 2011..

Another fresh new year is here . . .
Another year to live!
To banish worry, doubt, and fear,
To love and laugh and give!

This bright new year is given me
To live each day with zest . . .
To daily grow and try to be
My highest and my best!

I have the opportunity
Once more to right some wrongs,
To pray for peace, to plant a tree,
And sing more joyful songs!"

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! =)



                                                                                                               

Merry Chirstmas people! hohohohohoh

The Christmas season fills our hearts with joy;

Bright, happy days bring special kinds of pleasure.
We're wrapped in the excitement of it all,
The sights, the sounds, the smells, the tastes we treasure.
Yet when we have some quiet time to think
About our finest blessings all year through,
We focus on our family and our friends,
And appreciate the gift of knowing you guys :) :) !

P/s : Last year chirstmas i wished for someting and i told Santa i'll be a gud girl.. and yes i did get what i want and i was a gud girl :) This year Chirstmas im wishing for that someting to last like foreva and Santa i bet u, u'll neva find anyone as good as i am :P

-still sem break-

-thinking bout ya-

-happy holidays-



Being Happy is in one's hand..

I guess people should really look around. There are so many things that they can do and be happy about.

Dont just think about past.There's this saying if you keep on thinking about past it will never let u to feel the future and will never let you to move on.So yea open your eyes and look around there are so many things to be done,to achieve.Being happy is in your hand.!

-mid of downloadin one tree hills se1-

-kausy-

Remember....

Remember when we first exchanged our MSN ADD?

Remember when we used to text each other “good morning” each day?

Remember when we used to have late night phonecalls and stay up till God knows when?

Remember when we used to make up all these inside jokes and stories?

Remember when we ended up liking eachother?

Remember when that very first time you brought me to your house?

Remember when the first time you introduce me to your friends and me doing so?

Remember when the time we watched Russel Peter's show together

Remember when the first time u hold me n told that u loved me..

Remember when the times we used to spend together all alone?

Remember when the times we used to do all stuffs? :P

Remember when the time we watched those shooting stars?

and the list will go on more n more baby...


p/s : im missing you...

-@home-
-sem break-
-missing u-

-kausy-

Is this how you look? well i do...

   MONDAY

                                                                      Mad as hell !!

                                                                          TUESDAY

                                                                 Slowly coming out of it...  
                                                                   
                                                                     WEDNESDAY

But not quite there, so watch it!

                                                                         THURSDAY

                                                       The end of the work week is in sight

                                                            
                                                          FRIDAY & SATURDAY

                                                                 TGIF! Love my Saturday!
                                                                                     
                                                       SUNDAY AFTERNOON

                                                                              Oh-oh!

                                                                   SUNDAY NIGHT

Here we go again!!!  

                                                                                                                                                                        have a good day people :)

week 7 is like in 2days time..

my wolf gonna leave me soon... :(

something new..!!

hey guys :) im back again.its been quite a long time i write..so yea i've come up wit some new ideas!! :)

will be bek soon with some nice post! :)

tilll den its me kausy =)

arrghhh!!!

arrghhhhh!!!! finalssss is like in one week time..and hell yeah i can feel the stress right now.. OMG..!! ferk all the people who sed degree life is easy and those whom sed one will have alot of free time!! soon im gona be like tis boy in the picture...

tension!! tension!! tension!! tension ..............................................

                                                                                                     ~ sTudyin for finals~

                                                                                                                                   :(

once is enough...

You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough

im feeling lonely eventho im surrounded with alot of people :(

feeling lonely...

alot of my friends and family members used to say that studyin in university is one of the best part in our life..dont missed it..enjoy while you can..bla bla bla bla..one thing i agree with them is the enjoyin part..! other than that seriously its like shit..im doing my biomedical science year one sem one..and lab reports are drivin me crazy! i have 4 lab reports with 2 mid term on its way! urrghhhhh..my life is kinda messed up now and this is makin me to be very moody..! tensed up as my hse internet freakin fcuked up! ; ( how i miss my foundation life..so peacefull..less strees. less commitments.. :( i rarely have time for myself now. i have classes frm monday to saturday.. :( and its gona be almost 1 month i din go bek my hometown..its just 45 minutes drive frm kampar and still i cant make it.. :( i just dont know how to do all this in time..i need some time management course!!! damn..!! im not myself for now.. i  need sometime to be alone! ; ( and some people guess they dont really know what im going trough..please try to understand me..all this is new to me. i need time to adapt myself with it.. :( im feeling lonely eventho im surrounded with alot of people :(

p/s : i have no idea why im getting hurt for no reason and yea guess im hurting you without any intention..! im so sorry... :( :(

 leaving to class now..

-kausy-

Happy Father's day Daddy =)

Daddy's hand were soft and kind when i was crying..

daddy's hand were hard as steel when i'd done wrong..
daddy's hands weren't always gentle..
but i've come to understand there was always love in daddy's hand...
missing my dad so much :)
appa kutty happy father's day..
wil come bek home nxt week ok..hehe

hurmm.

confused @.@

hmmmm i dont know wheter its right or wrong ...

too confused...

just gonna wait and see where the path i choose leading me...

 last week of sem break~

in need...

you and me :P

im missing you so freaking much..
i wanna be in your arms again honey..
counting my days to meet you back :(


haih..

/* lots of love sweetheart*\

NINE words women use...

Guys you all should read this : To warn you guys about arguments you all can avoid if you guys remember the terminology...hahaha :P

1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.


(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fire.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . That will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

                                                                                                        ~A week of sem break had past and

                                                                             it's still BORING..!!!! urrghhh~

                                                                 

Husbands Ror Sale... @.@

I was checking my mail box wen i came acrosss with the e-mail tittle - Husbands For Sale..
since the tittle is interesting i click it to see the contain and here is the contain...


A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates.


You may visit the store ONLY ONCE!

There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch .... You may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building!

So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband.

On the first floor the sign on the door reads:

Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.

The second floor sign reads:

Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.

The third floor sign reads:

Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids and are extremely good looking.

'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.

She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads:

Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop- dead good looking and help with the housework.

'Oh, mercy me!' she exclaims, 'I can hardly stand it!'

Still, she goes to the fifth floor and sign reads:

Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop- dead gorgeous, help with the housework, and have a strong romantic streak.


She is so tempted to stay, but she goes to the sixth floor and the sign reads:


Floor 6 - You are visitor 4,363,012 to this floor. There are no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please. Thank you for shopping at the Husband Store. Watch your step as you exit the building, and have a nice day!

P/s :
It's not something funny to laugh about actually..well its not tat women's are impossible to please~ u see curiousity kills  people,and that what all the 4,363,012 womens did.. :P

~in the mid of sem break

and its BORING..!!!!! ~ :(

-kausy-

RIP Audrey...

Audrey...
i just cant believe that you've left us forever.Never crossed in my mind that i'll lose you so early.
Im missing u terribly..
Everyday dad used to wake up early in the morning just to take you for a walk..
Everyday dad used to wait till you eat finish your breakfast,play with you before he goes to work..
Everyday mom used to disturb you..audrey come here!audrey sit!audrey sleep!audrey shake your tail ( lol i cdnt believe u shaked ur tail when mom asked u to do so..)
Everyday,in the afternoon mom or dad used to bring you out for a walk..
Everyday we see you slEeping in all kind of different position..
audrey..
the 8months we spend together,never will i forget in my life..
you will be forever in our memory baby.. :(
how i wish i could touch you for the last time..
All i can say
Everything happens for a reason~

                 

~ may your soul rest in peace audrey~

missing you alot by everyone at home

Restless feeling =(

omg!! i just wish somebody can brainwash me! i cant get the damn thing out of my mind! im having sleepless nights thinking bout it! i really hope nothing like that will happen..seriously i really cant go trough another....... Its just way too much for me.I dont know wheter your  taking it as a serious matter or no but for me it is very serious... haih,i might be overreacting but honey im just worried, too worried hmmm.i dont know wheter i should be mad? Sad? Cry ?...haih..

-kausy-

preparing for the last presentation of sem 3

Just U and ME...

How did this miracle happen

That we're so very blessed,

So close…and more contented,

Than I ever would have guessed.

I never thought that I

Could spend each precious minute

With just one special person

And find happiness within it.

I've learned so much from you

About loving, sharing, giving;

I know if I hadn't met you,

I wouldn't be really living.

We're facing life together;

We're handling joy and sorrow;

I'm glad you're on my side,

Whatever comes tomorrow.

You're my perfect partner,

Sweet lover, trusted friend.

We're safe within our love,

A love that will never end.

                                                                                                                                                    ~the first time i looked at you,

                                                                                                                                                  i thought nothing

                                                                                                                                            but slowly and surely you had me hooked~

12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone




i dont know how far true is tis..bt no harm tryin..give it a try :) hehe


TWELVE:
You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her.

ELEVEN:
You walk really slowly when you are with him/her.

TEN:
You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away.

NINE:
You smile when you hear his/her voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her.

SIX:
He/She is everything you want to think.

FIVE:
You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her.

FOUR:
You would do anything to see him/her.

THREE:
While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time.

TWO:
You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing.

ONE:
You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself.

Nissan Fair Lady..!!!

i was on the way back from kampar to ipoh with my dad n krish..
we were on the highway wen i saw this beautiful car passing us by!

damn fast!
damn blue!
freaking beautiful!
super sexxyyy!!
and the DRIVEEERRRRR was freaking HANDSOME too..!! haha

told it infrnt of my dad..." whooaa beautiful car with an handsome hunk!" hehe dad was just smiling n he even tried to follow the car just for me to snap some pic of it..
cool dad eh~!woohoo..haha..
and that moment i fell in love with this NISSAN FAIR LADY..
i manage to snap some pictures of it.. :)

P/S : My new dream car afta suzuki swift!! hehehe XD

~SweeT SurpRisE~ LoVE it ♥ ♥

hurmm how shall i put it in words?? haha...Seriously i din tot u'll get me the cake dear.So sweet of you but then the cake was more sweeter den u :P lol..
there is something for you i wrote :) and i meant it... ♥ ♥


A Little Thing Called Love
Love is a many splendored thing, they say,
And I believe it when you looked my way,
Out of the blue, things seemed to happen
By chance or destiny, is the question.

Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,
Then came a day we felt each others presence,
Guess what's meant to be will alwa...ys find a way,
Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.

A love so exquisite, yet so intricate,
In a world of only "you and I"
A love we can't even demonstrate,
A secret we have to keep for life.

I love you, honey, and its from my heart,
You make me fly without wings,
You make my heart wants to sing.

Every moment I spent with you,
Is every one of my dreams coming true,
More than words, I want to show you how I feel,
Someday, some place, sometime, I will.

Love is a journey for two,
Step by step, me and you,
The future we can't see,
Let love lead the way for you and me

hurmm...

weekends really sux!!
i spend most of the time sleeping!on9'ing!! arrghhh...
hmmm thinking now...
deep thinking actually.
krish asked me to write more on my blog! lolx..
what shud i write? bout my days?
m sure it'll be boring..
give me some idea la on what i shud write..ish ish..

-sleEpy heaD-

one of my fav song frm my fav movie =)

From the movie ARMAGEDDON
song title : I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing..


I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

(chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

p/s : love the song so much..dedicating to that special someone... =)

i just like the way you are..

Every moment we spend together
has touched my life and soul forever
the things we shared
will stay in my heart forever

The person I know
Is one that is connected to my soul
In such a way that i will cherish
Every moment forever

What we discover in each other eyes
And in our hearts will stay forever
And I thought to myself
What a wonderful person you are

It is uncertain what will happen to our lives one day
if we will be together
either way,you have touched my life forever!
No matter what the future will show
you are part of me somehow

A part of you will always be with me
No matter what happens,
I will never forget you..

You know how i feel about you..
.... you
xoxo :)

valentine's day..

Having you beside me
Another perfect day
Praying you will never leave
Praying you will always stay
You and me forever and always

Vow that you will stay here
Always by my side
Each day i will cry
Nothing compares to what we have
The love we possess inside
It is like an eternal flame
Never does it die
Each memory that we made
So wonderful and nice
Deeper and Deeper our love became
As the days went by
You're the reason I can touch the sky..

Happy valentine's day dear.. =)

Feeling lucky... :)

My feelings blooms for you
like a flower in spring
like a piece of art
it's a beautiful thing

I hold it gently
and feel its light glow
as into my heart

It opens the petals
The dew it does drink
as into your eyes
my soul starts to sink

My stomach aflutter
with butterfly wings
Emotions and thoughts
And other things..

Our love is new
And bright as a star
God must really love me
To bring me to you