Mid of doing Microbiology lab report and I don't know how but I started to wonder whether relationship: well not the parents and children kinda relationship but the lovers kinda relationship will it last without communications. Will it?
Communication,its the first thing we really learn in our life. Funny things is once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking ,the harder it becomes to know what to say or how to ask for what we really need..
If you ask me, when it comes to tell what I want to say or ask for what I really want to someone is really difficult. I am like always make sure that I won't hurt his/her feelings when I say something or do something or even when I ask something but then I ended up getting hurt just because I tried not to hurt people's feelings. This is why most of the time I won't be saying what is in my mind and I usually try to say things that people always yearn for..
So literally that's how I am now..being without any sort of communications, I asked for it and I shall ride it :)
It seems tough initially, but I am learning on how to survive without it . There is so many thoughts running in my mind with the question WHAT IF...? Well than I realize decision have been taken and its for my own good because Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you make a mistake you can't undo? Whatever it is were afraid, one thing holds true. That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it. .
-Kausy
-got to continue doing the report -.-
