Day05- A time you thought about ending your own life..

hmmmmm..

i had the contemplation bout it once and very sure everyone would have at least once thought bout it..
Its because of someting that i told myself to forget bout but act i could not..
Its very easy for everyone to advise people to forget the past and move one...its not easy..trust me! its not!
Some Memories Neva Fade...

well coming to the topic..i always tell myself that ending your own life is actually the most stupidst thing eva one can do.. i mean there are so many things one can do other than ending their life right..basicly they never think about their family..how would they accept the loss and stuffs...
but in the end i understand why people do take this kind of decision..

I've gone tru it and this what made me to almost end my life..
to much depression that i cant even handle.someone that broke my heart after all the promises he made. and that particular time i have no one to speak too.couldnt concentrate on my studies.my grades were fallin down the drain.i was too afraid to confess to my parents about what im going tru.i was scared that they cant accept it. Too many problems at home and with friends. at one point i thought to myself that there is no use of me living in these world because no one ever understand what im going trough. that one day i texted that someone afta so long telling him that i really coudlnt move on in my life and that i need him back.. and that im afraid that i'll do someting stupid like ending my own life...and what he sed was he asked me to move on and that there will b some other guy for me..well thats not the answer that i was expecting and that answer from him really broke my heart into pieces and made me to  realize that he had moved on and was happy with some other woman.

And  i told myself that i have all the rights to be happy too..
but i always wish that you'll give me one more chance..hmmmmm

Well whateva it is we got to move on aite..thats what i did too with a heavy heart..
This how i almost end my precious life...

- week 2 is approaching-

-lab praticals gonna start-